January 2010
what is it I really lack? when did it all just become so apparent to everybody else but me?
priorities?
maybe I have ‘walk-all-over-me’ printed on my forehead again.. and a ‘kick-me’ sticker on too.. I usually don’t get pissed about things.. and I usually tend to deal with misgivings, and miscommunication fairly well (not all the time but for the most part).. but honestly.. lately I’m really beginning to question if I’ve just let people use me, abuse me, and...
good ol' gammie
(gammie listening to opera on my ipod and holding on to my slurpee)
I am staring at magicare tape cleaning soluation.. the bottle itself goes back at least a decade.. love the fact that gammie always keeps things.. the most unexpected things.. like beside that is a (mini like I mean maybe the length of my pinky finger (tall)) mini eifel tower bauble.. and lbeside that is a 2 cassette...
better..
I’m not sure whether it was getting back to work, the routine of it… or maybe the lack of sleep over the past few days caught up with me, and crashing early last night helped? maybe my random convo with wandy? maybe that was what I needed.. I’m not sure.. could be a combination of a lot of things.. but I’m feeling a helluva lot better today.. a little more like myself.....
Rejection is never easy..
I know I tend to go through the over thinking before even attempting to put myself out there sometimes.. to the point where I almost don’t say anything.. and then comes the moment of truth.. I push myself to say it.. the ‘I like you’ or in some cases even the ‘I love you’ and fear for my life.. well more fear for my heart lol.. its’ never easy.. and I still put...
mishmashy...
I’ve been attempting to resort my room.. a recent ikea escapade has left me with a new bed, and a lot of space issues.. needless to say its become quite an adventure for me.. maybe I’ll be able to find the time to sort through my personal life after? lol.. go fig..
so far the new year has brought a very busy day at work yesterday.. (111? WTF?!? I think I may have broke a record not...