June 2011
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Into the box it goes.. My coping mechanism of choice.. Compartmentalization.. I knew what it was before I ever learnt the term.. When writing about it failed epically or there was a point where I just couldnt do it any more.. Into the box it goes.. To sit on a shelf till I can deal with it.. Or in some cases just for it to die somewhere in the darkest recesses of my brain.. Sometimes they come un...
Well.. An enlightening day… A confidant explained a few things about work boy.. Shes known for a long time.. Without me telling her of course I asked if I were transparent lol.. She actually said no lol n here I was I thought I was sheer lol.. She mentioned not to tell him.. In all honesty weakest moment of my life was thinking it would be a great idea to tell him.. It was honestly dumb of...
“A thousand positive remarks can slip by unnoticed, but one ‘you suck’ can linger...”
– “The Backfire Effect” by David McRaney (via iamguardian)
Oh work boy.. Your geekdom makes me swoon.. Well deep down it does.. Lol in person I do my best to never let on what I really feel.. I’m a horrible liar but thank god the questions are never asked.. And I just stay friendly.. I really just want it to go away.. Because dear work boy I know what you like n honestly I do not fit the bill.. I am not nearly as stupid as I once was with romantic...
Love love love credit card fraud.. Some idiot decided to rack up my card at le chateau n underarmour.. Love it.. Im glad my credit card company called me tho.. At least its getting sorted out.. Good night out with the girls though went n watched a few more episodes of the game of thrones at one gals place n we made mini potluck.. It was good :) just a bit of a gong show day.. Go fig..
I’m so sick of you making me feel so dumb n soo small.. I let you make me feel that way.. But when I stand up for myself you just twist it n call me a bitch.. Some friend.. To think we’ve known eachother for so long.. Maybe it is time to say goodbye to the sarcasm n bitterness and just let it all go.. Including you…
Dearest friend,
I needed you to hear me this evening.. Not tell me how to live my life or give me suggestions.. I just needed you to hear me.. (Normally I just woulda listened but tonight you just really really pissed me off.. And we will be chatting bout this in the next few days when I calm down..) If this something I do to you and you dislike it I’m not sure why you don’t tell me...
When I say I'm ugly.
women-with-knives:
crabbywh0re:
I’m serious. At times, don’t get me wrong, I think I’m a bit decent looking. But overall, I think I’m so unattractive. I’m not fishing for compliments. They’re so many stunning girls, I can’t even compare. Whatever they do, whether it’s making silly faces, anything, they’re still pretty while doing it. Fuck. I wish I was more appealing. Honestly.
DESCRIBES MY...
I honestly feel like the biggest turkey ever.. I’m just getting left behind and honestly.. maybe that’s a good thing.. maybe everybody moving on and leaving me behind is a good thing.. maybe it’s just the way it should be.. I’ve always been of that perception though.. that people only stick around for a reason a season or a lifetime.. most of the time in my life it seems...
Nakedness. Smutty and naughty.: On Rough Sex and... →
pie0:
I can not tell you how many times I have heard my friends say “I want to be treated rough, but I feel guilty about it being a feminist/equal opportunity advocate.”
Being dominated, slapped (anywhere), shouted abuse, choked, spat, tied up or generally roughed is NOT abuse. It does not…
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I just saw him.. and every single time it gets harder and harder to hold a conversation.. it gets more difficult to hide the fact that I have feelings for him.. just over 2 weeks and I was fine.. I was good I didn’t really think about him at all.. then bang.. I come back and I just sound like a bumbling idiot.. :s
I don’t want to feel like this any more.. I don’t want to like...
Day 2 back to work.. fml…
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2 weeks of vacation = new car in my possession day before my birthday, ursella sold this past saturday which afforded me new clothes :), some time spent at friends parents lake, and attempting to de-stress from my stint in hr..
de-stressing didn’t really happen.. it was actually kinda brutal.. but whatever.. now at least I have a new car (name yet...