September 2011
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Staying at my parents for awhile is just a bandaid..
Buying a place with either of the twin terrors or both is not an option.
I’m sick and tired of feeling guilty for everything..
I’m also sick and tired of the whole family weighing in on my life.. And having to run every fucking thing past them..
I tell them my intentions to leave n its like mega push back..
Life isnt always easy and...
Opportunity has struck.. Again.. Actually it’s always been there lol…the option is there.. I’ve just been a chicken shit and life has also gotten in the way..Now do I take it.. Deep down I know the answer.. The superficial superflous shit gets in the way.. The what ifs.. The what about gammie.. Cause I’m sucha fuckin worry wart.. The what if I really can’t do this.....
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I can say with fair certainty that I think I’m going numb physically and mentally…
I’m done dukin it out over dumb shit..
I’m done repeating things 2-3 times per person (that I live with)..
I’m done playing dr/cleam up crew..
Amongst all the rest..
I explain all this.. I get nowhere…
I get a bit pissed they pretend to listen..
I get right fuckin ornary.. And...